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i'm broken


Blossom

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i'm scared. i don't think i'll ever be able to get better. it scares me how fast my mood goes up and down. i can't stop it from happening. even if i start therapy that won't make me better because i'm not able to put my feelings into words. i can't even write them down here. that's how stupid i am. i don't even know how to help myself so how can anyone else help me? i'm broken and i can't be fixed. i feel so sad but i don't even know why i'm sad right now. everything's so mixed up inside me and it's so confusing. i feel like i'm crying on the inside. i feel like crying on the outside too but there's no tears. i wish i could be helped.

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So what's she gaining, besides a few centimeters in height, and joint damage in her ankles? I guess she can check whether her dates are going bald yet ...

Worse yet, Blossom is referring to herself in the third person. Maybe you could turn it around, just get really cheerful with the guys buying underwear, sell your heart out. Let your warrior spirit shine. If you have to do it anyway, at least you might as well enjoy yourself.

(I'm at work today, so I might not be readily available.)

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I'm not sure whether the shoe model looks good or not, all I can see are her very unhappy feet.

Blossom is not required to like the merchandise she sells, nor does she have to ask the old men out, just help them to buy their undies. If it helps, try imagining the world if no one sold undies to old men. Think about all the sad old women. You're performing a public service. And hey, some customers in ladies lingerie are weirdos, too, trust me.

But I agree with you on the last bit.

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ya there's a lot of women weirdos aswel. blossom is a little weird, but in a good way she thinks.. she hopes....

one time an older man came into the shop where blossom works and he asked one of her workmates where the men's underwear were and she showed him and then he randomly pulled a whip out of his coat pocket and asked her to hit him. that's a true story. that's just one example of the many weirdos that come to the shop where blossom works..

sometimes it's better not to talk to them:)

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OR ... Sometimes when someone asks you to, it's okay to just hit them? Especially since it wouldn't have hurt him through an overcoat ...

Yah, I know. Problem is, weirdos are everywhere, and do not tend to identify themselves with large hand-lettered signs.

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he wanted her to hit his hand. blossom finds that she can usually tell by how a person looks and by the way they walk if they're a little cuckoo or not.

blossom has 4 more days and then she's freeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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And I'm just a big tease, and didn't take you seriously. :-)

There's an old Zen koan (similar to a proverb) that says, in part:

"Eat when hungry,

Sleep when tired."

So take care of yourself, little ladyblossom. Whatever you need.

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