youre brainy, did you find something to eat ?

typing is probably fun that way. I just use random fingers, works for me.

bye marky ............................

i use 10 fingers to type aswel! i did computer lessons jn school.

hey, blossom is back.

I took typing class, but I guess I just never learned.

i did 6 years of computer lessons in school. that class was torture..

i'm home on my own now! the others are gone to a halloween parade. it's kinda dark. and a little scary..

oh it's supposed to be dark and scary...it's halloween!

well.....yeah....i suppose you're right starry! there's a full moon here too!!! and there was thunder and lightening earlier.

that's super creepy, especially the full moon, all the real scary people come out when it's a full moon.

did you have any trick or treaters blossom?

i love full moons. usually i get hyper when there's a full moon.

no trick or treaters yet. what about you?

I don't think we've had any, but I've been in bed all day so I can't say for sure.

Actually, I think I have to get up and get in the shower and stuff, I'm sure my mom is ready to kill me, but I really don't care cause they all piss me off. Anyway, I'll be back in a little bit.

see ya later starry

ah... really don't want to go back to college:(

hey blossom

you ok hun ?

hey jj, i dunno:(

i think i'm just grumpy.

are you ok?

Blossom,

you are a ..........

Big brave doggggggggggggg !!!

sorry youre feeling grumpy, is it coz you have to go back to college, or something else ?

were here for you hun

take care

Jj

thanks Jj!

i think it's a combination of everything..

i don't want to go back to college.

i want my cold to be gone.

i don't want to be home.

i don't want to be anywhere.

i kinda want to disappear.

I have no power...

are ya ok oak?

i don't understand..?

I wanted attention, but I couldn't think of anything to write that was on topic so I just wrote what was on my mind.

Blossom,

Sorry hun, i wish things were easier for you. I dont know how I can help hun. But i do care, and will listen. if it helps I will lend you gertie and my four smilies, they kinda cheer me up a little sometimes.

silently tell evryone thats bugging you to moo off, they are just being cows to you anyway.

Please dont dissapear, we all think the world of ya, were here for ya hun.

take care

Jj

awww thanks Jj!! i'll be ok, i'm just grumpy..

what else is on your mind oak?

I'm scared about what's gonna happen in the future. I'm also scared that there's a key logger in this computer and my parents will be able to see everything I write.

has that happened before..?

No, but I've had people listen to my private conversations and look through my stuff before.