well, unfortunately, sometimes we have to see doctors whether we like to or not. You should really have it checked out, you never know what it is.

Hun are the pains in your heart just in your heart, erm I mean does it hurt anywhere else. ?

you should really get it checked out

no just my heart.

it'll probably be ok, it's probably just me being paranoid.

well hun, you should really get it checked out, best to play things on the safe side ~ please

if it is still happening by next week i'll go to the college dr maybe.

think maybe you should get it checked before then hun, can you go see your family doc, ?

its ok don't worry i'll be fine. the college dr is free!

isnt your family dr free too ?

Do you guys have to pay just to see a doc ?

no it's like €60 for one appointment. it's a rip off and they don't even know what they're talking about!

wow, geez, that sucks. We dont pay anything here, unless we go private.

We still have the same classy docs though that dont usually know what they are talking about.

ye are lucky ye don't have to pay.

i think i'll go to bed now. thanks for helping me and being my friend:o

thankyou for being my friend and for helping me too

sweetdreams hun

night night

[i can't get rid of this empty feeling:(i need a new hiding placee]

[yeah. and just so ye all know. i'm BAD. a BAD BAD person. so ye should all stay away from me and ignore me from now on. who fucking cares anyway.]:mad::mad::mad:

i'm going invisible again:mad:

i'm a big, useless NOBODY:( noone wants me. well that's fine. i'll just hide away for the rest of my life. it's not like anyyone would notice anyway. i HATE my life and i HATE who i've become i don't even deserve to be alive! i should be DEAD.

DEAD DEAD DEAD.

:mad:

i'm so stupid i don't even want to be on my own. i want people to care about me. but they can't because i'm bad. and i'm invisible now anyway so who cares. i feel like banging my head off the wall over and over and over until i can't feel it anymore. i want to be able to close my eyes and never ever wake up again. i want to feel peace:( and i want my family to like me.

i'm scared:( i don't like being on my own. noone wants me

DAAAAADDDY IS TAKING ME TO GET A NEW PLUG FOR MY LAPTOP NOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not invisible no more!

thankyou Blossom.

take care hun

bye

There you are! :-)

Nice to see you again, ladyblossom.

nice to be seen again:)

Jj, where are you going?

i'm sick AGAIN....!!!

Whatsamatter??? Do you have another flu?

yeah i think so:(