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Blossom

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i don't know what to say. i'm not very happy right now but that's normal.. i don't like being sad, i don't like being home for 2 weeks, i don't like lots of stuff but i especially don't like being chubby :D|

i'll need to start exercising lots and not eating again:O| ykw is already starting to drive me crazy. there's not much i can do about that. i'm beginning to wish i could drive so that i could go away sometimes. i need to make all my bad feelings go away so that i can focus on my painting. but i dunno how. i need to fix that before i go back to college coz usually when i feel bad i just don't go to college but i'm not allowed do that anymore :D|

i wish i didn't think about things so much..

it's really annoying having to be extra-careful when i'm at home. the littlest things set ykw off. then she sets me off. then i'm screwed.

sorry i don't even know what i'm talking about. i'm just fed up.

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BLOSSSSSSOM ISSSSSSSSSS...................................................................................................................................................................................................GETTING EVEN CHUBBBBBBBBBIER............................................. :eek:

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i feel like i'm having a panic attack :o( i can't do this. i don't know what to do anymore. i don't know why i'm in art college. i've spent the last few days searching for something to paint and all i've come up with is a stupid doll. i've been sitting in front of it trying to paint it for the last few hours and it looks like crap and i can't do it. i shouldn't be in art college obviously. i don't know what to do i'm going to cry i'm running out of time. i'm so screwed. i wish people would just get me? i don't explain things well it's my own fault. who cares.

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hey blossom, I only have a minute but I just wanted to post a comment so you would know someone was listening. You're not a failure blossom. I know you'll probably say yes you are, but just wanted to let you know, no you're not. I would suggest putting the art away for the night. Try again when your mood is better. I don't know much about art but I think that when you're feeling the way you're feeling it's probably difficult to stay right brained. Kind of like you're trying too hard, if that makes sense. I hope tomorrow is better for you. :o

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Oh, maybe you're putting too much pressure on yourself and that's why you're having trouble painting? Maybe if you tried to just paint for fun, no worries about how it comes out, than maybe it would be easier? I don't know, I just want to help, I'm sure I'm saying the wrong thng, so if what I say makes you feel bad just ignore it. But blosom, just so you know, if you get into the program or not, that doesn't define you as a failure. I have to go, I hope you're ok, maybe get some sleep and try again tomorrow? I'll talk to you later blossom :o

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Blossomy, you're thinking all the way ahead to what might happen next year, no wonder you can't focus on the painting in front of you.

And you can't possibly be the biggest failure ever, because you're teensy. And haven't failed. :-)

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