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SweetSue

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I have this thing - its called "Stuff"

It weighs a ton, and its really rough

I constantly carry it everywhere with me

I cant allow for anyone to ever see

Im scared to put it down at all

Yet if I dont, I know I will fall

Its burden is too much to bear

I say "Oh fuck it I dont care"

Take pills so that I can be numb

Despite warnings, that it is dumb

To stay asleep is all I truely endeaver

Be invisable just for now and ever

In my heart I know I have had enough.

Theres NO cure for this thing called "Stuff"

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sorry all :(

yesterday was mental - literally. im not sure what was happening. probably a combination of a multitude of sins.

its wierd - i didnt OD. (ok technically i did) not in the sense of deliberate self sabotage.

only wanted the volume to ease off.

im sorry big sis - for being how i was - but i thank you with all my heart for telling me what was going on - and more importantly what i needed to do. coz i truely didnt know.

im really not well. i have to accept that. i dont want to - but thats how it is.

im back inside. for now i have to be.

sorry everyone - and thankyou.

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thanks :(

its a long road.:(

there is possibly going to be quite a few entrys on my blog that will not make sense to anyone. have to start trying to process Stuff. hope thats ok. please, if you can - try not to judge me.

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We will never judge you suesue. Post all you need to and don't worry about any of it. I've got a whole army of dung beetles at the ready to help you with the "stuff." :(

I'm glad you're safe.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{big dung bug hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}

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