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making me invisible again.


Blossom

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i'm out of energy i think. i had lots of energy earlier. i think it's because i've started taking vitamins. i feel really frustrated right now. i want to give up. i'm tired and i don't really want to try anymore. maybe i'm just being lazy. i dunno. i am not a good person. i know that. and i'm sorry for that. i don't mean to make anyone feel bad. i don't mean to be so annoying all the time. i know i spend way too much time here complaining in my blog and i'm sorry because i don't mean to be so attention seeking all the time. i just don't really have anywhere else to let it out. well i suppose i have therapy now but i still don't feel completely comfortable there so i find it hard to talk. everyone here is always so nice to me. i wish ye weren't nice to me. i don't deserve it.

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And apparently, more important! :-)

I'm sorry last night didn't go well, ladyblossom. Wanna tell us about it?

{Oh, and starlight, no one can take your name, because to me, it's your identity, not just a name.}

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Yes, sweetness, it takes one to know one. :-P

Well, a bit of memory loss might go with the vodka ...

You mentioned that your friends left you, and people you didn't think were your friends stayed.

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oh yeah. i can't really talk about it though because i can't put it into words properly. i started thinking bad thoughts and then felt like crying and then i had to try not to cry til i got home. then i got home and i cried.

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Well, about all I can say is that it happens fairly often that you can't tell who your friends really are until you need them. I hope you'll thank the people who helped you, and maybe get to know them a little better.

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