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Blossom

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i'm out of energy i think. i had lots of energy earlier. i think it's because i've started taking vitamins. i feel really frustrated right now. i want to give up. i'm tired and i don't really want to try anymore. maybe i'm just being lazy. i dunno. i am not a good person. i know that. and i'm sorry for that. i don't mean to make anyone feel bad. i don't mean to be so annoying all the time. i know i spend way too much time here complaining in my blog and i'm sorry because i don't mean to be so attention seeking all the time. i just don't really have anywhere else to let it out. well i suppose i have therapy now but i still don't feel completely comfortable there so i find it hard to talk. everyone here is always so nice to me. i wish ye weren't nice to me. i don't deserve it.

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well....i'm verrrrrrrrry screwed for college tomorrow. i've done barely any work this week and our tutor is checking our work tomorrow:( oh well.....

not that i care or anything...

i'm so sleeeeeeeeeeepy...

must be the wine.

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well, it wasn't really a party, we just watched twilight and put twilight posters all over the room:) it was cool!! it put me in a twilight mood!!!

i'm soooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooold starrrrry!!!!!!!!!:eek:

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well, I'd tell you to turn up the heat, but I know the switch is all the way across the room :)

New moon comes out a week from tomorrow :)

I can't wait to see it but I'm so worried I'm gonna get stuck seeing it with these people from my work, people that I can't stand, long story how I got stuck with them, anyway, do you have any plans to see it yet?

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aww i didn't realize it was so soon!!! [i turned on the heat...i had to walk the whoooole way across the room....]

are they not nice people???

i told my sister i'd bring her to see it but there's a problem.. she wants to go the first day it comes out but i don't because it will be too crowded. i want to wait til it has quietened down a little.. i dunno. i could probably just buy the dvd off the security man in the shop i work in. he sells illegal copies of dvds:)

starry i had the weirdest dream last night...

there were glass stars falling out of the sky and me and this other girl in my class couldn't leave the house because the stars were really sharp and they would've stabbed us...

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I wonder if it has the same release date in Ireland? (I'm glad you made the effort to turn up the heat) They are just people I don't like. One is my boss, she is ok, I wouldn't mind going with her, but the other 3 are from the other side of the building, they are very full of themselves, just not people I would like to associate with, very fake. Not only that, but they insist on going to this theater that is 40 mins away instead of the one 10mins away plus today my boss throws out there how we are going out to dinner first. I don't want to, I'd rather go alone, to the closer theater. Anyway (that was a long complaint :)) Aww, you should take your sister, she misses you, than buy the illegal dvd and watch that together :)

That's a scary dream. You always have the strangest dreams.

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ooooooooh i HATE fake people.....:mad:

i think it's out the same date over here..

i know... it was very strange...

i wonder what i'll dream about tonight...

i think i'll go to bed now.. i'm verrrrry sleepy!!!

goodniggggght stttaaarrrrrrryyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

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home again.

it would be so nice if i didn't have to go to work....hmmmm:o

i've been thinking lots and lots.

nothing makes me happy anymore. alcohol doesn't even make me happy...hmmmmm.

but i've decided i'm not going to drop out of college!!

because i've realised that even if i were to drop out i'd probably still be unhappy.. so i'm going to stay and be an artist and try to save all the animals in the world!!!!!

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Someone hasn't mastered the whole jumper/pullover/sweater concept. :-P

Dogs talk back to me, sometimes, but all they say is "woof", like I understand dog-language. "Speak English!", I say, but all they do is lick my hands.

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