That's ridiculous that they're giving like five days notice to people about whether they'll keep their jobs or not...

Are you still planning on mentioning to your doc that you need some psychological help?

i am planning on it, but i hope that i don't chicken out i know her style, the tries to play psych and one time gave me those pills that i mentioned a while back that increased my sex drive by like 500% and made me feel well... undescribable.

flushed em down the toilet and told her so, so i hope we're still on speaking terms

I had to have a check up recently to get caught up on vaccines (somehow, my last school didn't check my records .) My mother and I both decided that I'd answer "No" when asked if I'm on any medication. I didn't want to bother explaining that I was depressed. Plus, it would have required us to sign some forms and everything.

good thinking mm im gonna go and get a bath, be back in a bit

See ya in a few!

alrightie, whatever you say next we will continue on with it could be anything

Well, I did something today which I shouldn't have done, but it wasn't planned, there were no fantasies involved, and I didn't pose any threats to the kids. I guess that's all I'll say...

Not the greatest topic to talk about. I've been out of ideas for weeks!

i may sound a little bit like a knuckle head here but um..... those hints didn't really help me understand what you mean

Just saying Hi

Well, following my friends, I was put into a position where I was surrounded by young children for an hour, but it wasn't difficult. I just feel almost like I don't deserve to be around kids. I didn't have any fantasies. I didn't pose a threat. But I felt like I SHOULDN'T have been there.

lol Sue, that's great!

oh, i still get that feeling every once in a while, but im around them enough now that well that feeling itself seems a bit out of place

nice one sue

Yeah, well apparently, a pedophile shouldn't be around children -- EVEN if he doesn't pose even the slightest threat. Even if he'd do anything to ensure they're happy. It's just the laws of the universe.

you ok, mm? that last post sounded a bit angered.

Yeah, well apparently, a pedophile shouldn't be around children -- EVEN if he doesn't pose even the slightest threat. Even if he'd do anything to ensure they're happy. It's just the laws of the universe.

And that is so very true - a pedophile should never be near any child what so ever.

But neither you MM, nor Inf are Pedophiles.

And both of you are working very hard about to avoid becoming one.

Unless there is something I have missed :confused:

Whats up ???

Yeah, well apparently, a pedophile shouldn't be around children -- EVEN if he doesn't pose even the slightest threat. Even if he'd do anything to ensure they're happy. It's just the laws of the universe.

see, this is called making judgments. You're supposed to not do this, supposedly. First, who is it who made this rule? Don't believe it's written down anywhere. Also--you've gone and labeled yourself again. Why? Think of it this way--who does saying all of this hurt? (Hint: the answer is: you). Does it change anybody's opinions? (hint: the answer is: no). BUT--here's the key--how does refraining from saying this make you feel?

Sue, according to the definition of the word "pedophile" BEFORE it was skewed by society and changed in the dictionary, a pedophile is someone who is physically and emotionally attracted to children. Now, the dictionary relates it very closely with the term "child molester," and it even has a footnote that says "See Child Molester."

I may be a pedophile. I may not be. I've got the attraction, and I think my previous post refers to all minor-attracted people.

Pseud, there's a reason why I felt this way before. I felt dirty being around children. Not ONE fantasy entered my mind before. That's got to be a first, actually. All I know is I felt dirty, and still do. At least talking about it here lets me vent a little...

Inf - you okay hun ???

How are you feeling ?

hey sue,

im doing good, calm and everything. watching some episodes of spongebob from my computer.

feeling pretty good, lots better than earlier.

Pseud, there's a reason why I felt this way before. I felt dirty being around children. Not ONE fantasy entered my mind before. That's got to be a first, actually. All I know is I felt dirty, and still do. At least talking about it here lets me vent a little...

You didn't answer my question--listen carefully: How would NOT saying these bad things about yourself make you feel?

You didn't answer my question--listen carefully: How would NOT saying these bad things about yourself make you feel?

What am I refraining from in the proposed question? Am I refraining from labeling myself a pedophile, or from stating these universal rules?

Yeah, well apparently, a pedophile shouldn't be around children -- EVEN if he doesn't pose even the slightest threat. Even if he'd do anything to ensure they're happy. It's just the laws of the universe.

This whole thing. Yeah, while it may be true that pedophiles shouldn't be around children and what not, you said all of this in a negative way toward yourself. How would it have made you feel to have NOT said this?

What I'm getting at is, how does it feel to NOT say negative things about yourself? How does resisting beating yourself up make you feel?

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im doing good, calm and everything. watching some episodes of spongebob from my computer.

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spongebob is :cool:

This whole thing. Yeah' date=' while it may be true that pedophiles shouldn't be around children and what not, you said all of this in a negative way toward yourself. How would it have made you feel to have NOT said this?

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Well, it's really complicated. It's like I DON'T really believe everything I said, I felt dirty while I was around children before. Why? What made me feel dirty? I wasn't really beating myself up. The post was half looking for the answer to this question and half sarcastic.