I'm back now. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but it was a little weird. . I painted a drunken picture of myself lastnight but there's no lightbulb and it's a little distorted..

How about showing me how well you can do sober.

I bet you'll be less distorted, at least.

I'm not motivated enough tonight, and anyway it would probably turn out crap...the one I did last night isn't too bad considering the state I was in!!! It's very colourful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're exclaiming again. :-P

Would you show us?

Yeah, my aunt gave me some diet coke with dinner!!!!!!! I could show ye.....but I'm not sure whether I will or not. It's not good....

There it's up.... I'm only leaving it up for a little while though because it's crap

You do? Because I think I recognize you. :-)

Well, it's certainly not crap. You're your own worst critic, like everyone else. Unless I have crappy taste, because I rather like it. I was looking forward to a creepy light coming out of you, though. ;-P

Yeah, I'll do one of me as a pumpkin next.... I think it looks awful but it could have been worse and

it made sense at the time.................................................................

It doesn't look awful.

Unless you really do look like a pumpkin, in which case it's hideous. :-P

I was in my happy place when I did it, maybe that's why there's so many colours in it. . .... . . . . .

I like the colors. It's not as if there's too much pumpkin-color, for instance. ;-)

Are your eyes that blue?

They're kinda that blue I think.. My face isn't really that colour though...................

Of course, but it's meant to be impressionistic, isn't it?

I'm not really that pink-and-blue in real life either, you know. :-) (I am that curvy, though.)

Sometimes I wish I was that colour!!!!!!!!!! It would be so much more fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now you have to post what you drew in your drawing lesson!!!!!

Ha! Saved by not having a scanner. :-P

I can imagine posting a drawing some day.

First, I have to do one, though. :-)

So far, in the book, I've only done a couple of the copying exercises. 'finding' doesn't push me very hard. She was happy that I tried at all.

AHA!!!!!!!!!! not so fast, do you have a digital camera? Do what I did and take a photo and then download it onto the computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can tell her to push you harder if you want?

Aw, it's gone. Could you at least let 'finding' see it when she gets on? She'll be sad to have missed it.

I do have a digital, but like I said, all I've done so far is copy. Can you wait until I try an original one? I promise I'll share the first original one with you, even if it's scary-bad. Okay?

And yes, I'm sure 'finding' would push me, if you told her to. ;-)

Oh, it's crappy and childish, she's not missing out on much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did say I'd only leave it up for a little while. Ok, it's a deal!!!!!

I've left a request on Finding's profile page asking for more drawing lessons:)

Ha. If I drive her insane, it's going to be your fault, you know. :-)

No, I don't think she'll go insane, I think she likes giving drawing lessons and spreading the word of right brainedness!!!

Yes, but consider the student. :-)

Her ears must be burning, by now. Perhaps I should hide.

I miss finding, I haven't seen her here in a few days.. Ya know Malign and anyone else that's reading this, I meant what I said at the start of the blog when I said I don't want to bring anyone down with me so it's ok not to answer me sometimes because I don't mean to be so negative but sometimes it just happens...but it is nice being able to talk here though:)

It's okay, hon. I know 'finding' has been working the past couple of days; it takes a lot out of her.

As for me, I was tempted not to answer, just to tease you, but then I wondered how you would know ...

Seriously, you don't bring me down, or I probably wouldn't answer. I like talking to you (and looking at your artwork.)

The house is so quiet right now. . ... it's kinda lonely being home on my own at night. I'm glad you like talking to me, noone at home likes talking to me in real life. I know when I'm depressed I talk about the same things over and over so that has got to be annoying...?!