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I'm sorry


Blossom

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Now that my name has finally been changed to blossom, I feel more invisible than ever. maybe I should change it back. I just want to say sorry to everyone. I know I'm a pain in the ass and I don't mean to be..I wish I wasn't so whiny and stupid all the time and I wish I could offer ye more support, When I think about it now, I definitely don't deserve to have such great freinds as ye, I don't even deserve to be alive. All I ever do is bring others down with me and that's not fair for them. I don't want to be like this anymore. I'm not a good person, and I never will be. The bad outweighs the good inside of me. The bad always wins. and now the good is dying, Maybe my family are right to hate me. I don't blame them. I hate me too. I don't even need to say anything - sometimes it's just my presence that bothers them. because I'm bad. even when I was small and supposed to be good my presence annoyed them. They used to slap me for what at the time seemed like no reason but now I see why. They could obviously see that I was turning bad. I can't take it anymore and maybe that's a good thing. Ye shouldn't have to listen to me. I'm sorry.:(

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Ohhhhh I can picture that. It sounds like a similiar mood to mine. For me, the nature happy side was a new dawning.... and really that's the side that has grown stronger and stronger for me. Not the other. I had to learn how to take care of me though, for that to happen.

Ohhhhh I'm getting sleepy. It was a long day..........

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I go to bed early and wake up early.... me and my cats :)

I do not have to work tomorrow!!!!! Yay!!!

Hope to catch you tomorrow. I'll eat my vegetables tomorrow if you will. There's a farmer's market on Thursdays... I want to get some fresh blueberries. That is one thing Michigan has going for it is blueberries. Do you have any?

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mmmm strawberries! Well that's the cool thing about a raw foods diet .... no cooking!! I think that's also why I like it.

I wish you were sleepy too. Good luck with that appointment. You could read a math book and maybe that would make you sleeeeeeepy :)

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