I don't like going to the doctors.... I'm also seeing flashing lights. earlier it felt like my head was falling off so I ate an orange...

I'm not sure if they do but at least if i were a doggie, i could sleep it off.....

I gotta go to work now.......

Have a fun day!!!!!!!!!

Bye Blossom!!!!!

I thought it would be a relief to get home from work but it's not. everything is so much worse at home.

what's going on at home blossom?

When I got home from work I asked her where the painkillers were because I have a really bad headache and she wouldn't tell me because she said I was only lying about the headache so then I went to my room and shut the door and now she keep talking about me loudly outside the door saying how useless I am and how I'm only saying I have a headache so that I can go to bed and be lazy.

How IS your head, Blossom? Try not to listen to the negative talk. I know it must be difficult to filter that out:(

Hi finding, my head still hurts really bad. It's ok, I went for a nap earlier to block it all out and now I'm up and they're all in bed:) she really hates me though...!!!

She has to have some bad problems with herself that came first. Try not to let it get to you, though no one would blame you if it did. Just try to find a strategy for the next 8 weeks, and we will be here. Are you still dizzy?

I understand that she must have problems but why does she always take everything out on just me..? what have I done.... I get dizzy whenever I stand up.

Ever heard of a scapegoat? Sounds like she's made you into one. Don't give it your energy if you can, because it will loop and loop with no end.

If it's still there tomorrow (the dizziness) will you pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease see a doctor??????????? Please?

What's a scapegoat?

I don't think so finding, I really don't like doctors...it's probably nothing..

Aw, and I was pleading... and I said IF it was still there tomorrow.... [well OK, maybe eat vegetables instead?]

A scapegoat is someone you blame all your troubles on. Pretty primitive psychology, but people do it all the time.

it's so expensive to go to the doctors anyway!!! it's probably just swine flu..... [i'm not sure if this vegetable thing is going to work....]

Ok, I'm a scapegoat!!!

You might be a scapegoat in your mother's eyes, but you don't have to take that on. You've got operation MOVE OUT in the plans, remember. The world is a big place, and you are going to have many adventures in it that are beyond being someone's scapegoat. [i just hope you feel better! ]

I'm just a little afraid because what if things don't get better when I move out...?? I feel like this all the time now, not just when she's around...... i hope i don't end up with horrible housemates.

GUESS WHAT FINDING!!!!!!!!!!!!! TURNS OUT I DO LIKE BLUEBERRIES AFTER ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hah!!! When did you have a blueberry? Did it come from Michigan?

[Feeling like this is what you have known. Let yourself learn a new way]

I had one about 5 minutes ago!!! no, i think it was from england..

[it's scary but I'll try]

Turtle and bear agree: BLUEBERRIES ARE GREAT!!!!!

[i know it's scary--the unknown is scary--- but it doesn't have to be bad]

g'night ye all. I sure hope you feel better in the morning, Blossom!!!!!!

bye finding:)

Morning, ladies (okay, two minutes left here; must be evening over Blossom's way.)

Is it time for another blog entry to hang all of this on?

Hey Malign and Starry, how are ye today?

right now I'm too lazy to make another blog entry...

Lazy? *gasp* :-P

So, did you have to work today? And you guys need to update me on what the schedule of activities is -- do I need to start working on a giant pink-and-blue yin-yang costume?

Yeah, i was working 12-4... i'm so sleepy. i think i'm falling asleep!!!!!!!!!! well, the schedule hasn't really been invented yet but yes, you will probably need a costume!!!!

That sounds like a lot of work. I wish I were teensy ...

Star was asking about left-brained activities ... I wonder if you guys would be interested in learning a computer programming language. We already know you have the hardware. ;-)