WELL DONE HUN

I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE WHEN U GO ON A PANIC HUNT FOR SOMETHING

maybe i'll pack in the morning. maybe i won't pack atall and just throw everything in the car.... this festival is going to be a disaster. i can tell. it's going to rain and i'll get all muddy and my hair will go fuzzy:(

Do you have to go?

[is this what festival goers look like?]

yeah it was a birthday present. the ticket cost a lot of money. i thought it would be sunny because it's usually sunny when it's on...

DO GO, GET DRUNK

THEN YOU WONT MIND GETTING WET ,OR YOUR HAIR GOING FUZZY AND IF YOU GET COVERED IN MUD NO ONE WILL NOTICE WHEN YOU SPILL YOUR DRINK

GO AND HAVE SOME FUN BLOSSOM U DESERVE IT

i have my alcohol packed:)that's all i have packed.. no way would i camp out in the rain and mud if i wasn't drunk! thanks jessica

oh and yeah,i suppose some people probably dress like that going to festivals! they look a little young though..

This one's dressed for it, but maybe he is too small...

awww...he's so cute.... i wish i could bring him with me...

i don't want to move out anymore:(

[sometimes we have to take a deep breath and....

and then take another deep breath....

and........ ]

then start packin'

i really just want to be dead right now. i hate my life i hate myself and i'm tired of dealing with it. i'm sorry i know i sound like a drama queen but that's how i feel. i feel like jumping off a cliff.

Medication might help you, Blossom. It sounds like your depression is very strong right now :(

i'll never go on medication:(

That's OK, Blossom, you don't have to.

I wanted to die when I was 17.

what if i go to therapy and they make me? i'm glad you didn't die.

They can't make you, to my knowledge. Thank you, Blossom. I am glad I stayed around to be able to meet ye.

i'm glad i met you too. have you ever been on medication? i don't know what's wrong with me. i feel so horrible right now.

I have never been on medication. I think you need friends. I think you need a hug. I'm so sorry you have not had that where you are.

When I went away to college, that was the beginning of my life, really. I started meeting people who were more like me.... and that liked me.

i do have friends. i dunno if they're real friends though. noone ever hugs me so i'm used to that. thanks for talking to me finding even though i'm so depressing all the time.

Dear ladybug, you are my friend. I can't know exactly what you are going through, but I know what I went through, and there are some similiarities. It hurts very much to feel so low. I know what rock bottom was like for me

thanks for being my friend. i feel like i'm at rock bottom right now:( i just don't know what to do anymore.

Well my very worst was my turning point.

how? what age were you when you started therapy?