morning blossom,

sorry hun, started doin more packing, forgot I had the laptop still on.

hope it all works out at college today

take care

Jj

i'm so fed up:(

what are you fed up with?

hey starry!

i'm fed up with everything:(

and i have a stupid cold:(

hi blossom

sorry you're so fed up

colds suck.

I guess maybe I'm kind of fed up too, just sort of not caring at the moment, not trying.

How was school? Did you get your sketchbook?

college yesterday was a disaster. no i didn't get it but my tutor didn't mind. she says she'll look at it on monday instead. college today wasn't fun either and i felt crappy so i came home early but i had therapy this morning:(

well it's good to hear that the tutor was at least nice to you for a change, that's a relief.

How was therapy? Was she nice?

she kept staring at me in a really weird way. it was scary. the way she looked at me, it made me think of your vampires starry... it looked like she was gonna jump up and bite me any second!!! and she barely talked. it was awful.

that sucks, I HATE when people look at me, let alone stare.

I hope she's not a vampire! Well at least not a people eating vampire

Can you request someone else? Like the person you talked to the first time, she sounded nicer.

no i'm stuck with her.

then whenever she did talk her voice was extra extra sympathetic and she kept saying "oh..that must hurt, that must hurt" and it made me sooooooooooo mad but it was kinda funny aswel.

i really really don't like people looking at me the way she did. it was freaky.

Did she help you at all? Or just listen?

My doctor just talks talks talks, probably to compensate for my silence, but I listen. It would drive me crazy if he just sat there and stared at me. Maybe today she just wanted mostly to here what you had to say and she'll offer more input next time? I'm not really sure how these things are supposed to work. But maybe in time you'll get more out of it. At least you can't lose anything, only maybe hopefully eventually gain something.

i dunno.. i hope she talks more next time. even when the silences got really really long and awkward she said nothing so one time i said i'm sorry, i don't know what else to say and she said don't be sorry and just stayed staring at me more.

Oh that sucks, I wouldn't be able to handle that. How can she just expect you to talk and talk without guiding you at all?

i dunno.

did ya get the new twilight soundtrack?

Maybe your next session with the therapist will be easier, blossom

No, I'd probably never listen to it. Does it say twilight on it though? Maybe I should, just so that I can have it as part of my collection

Have you seen the newest New Moon trailer?

It's too bad that "fed up" doesn't mean "fed" and "up".

hey Jj, i hope so !!!!!!

the new soundtrack is reaaaaaaalllllly depressing.

do ya have the soundtrack for the first one? that one's good.

yeah i seen the trailer! i can't wait til it's out.

hey malign, yeah i wish it meant that too...

Chicken soup! :-)

yuck:mad:[vegetarian].......

Vegetable soup? :-)

I don't have any sound tracks but if they look cool I'll buy them just to have them

HA!! starry you're so funny!!!

and...

YUCK!!!![VEGETABLE SOUP]

Oh, but I am serious