thanks jj. i'm glad that you're finally back home!!

cheers hun,

its feels so wierd to be here though,

what you up to tonight ?

i'm just lying in bed being depressed. the usual. i just discovered that i accidently deleted most of my photos off the computer that i needed to hand up with my ceramics project next week:(

what are you doing for the night?

goodnight Jj

everything sucks:(

Blossom is a big brave doggggg

whats wrong hun ?

here's a teensy friend for ye!

I'm sorry you feel so down

thanks guys.

today i went on a tour of my local prison.

the old part of it is the most depressing place ever..

i felt right at home.

they're building a newer prison right beside it and that's nicer.

the cells look kinda like my room in college.

only difference is that the prisoners don't have to pay.

they also have tv's in their bedrooms. i don't even have a tv in my bedroom!

then they have their own free gym!!

prison isn't the worse place ever...

they get art lessons aswel, and they have art exhibitions.

hmmmmmm.

Bllossom

Dont go getting any ideas hun !!!!

How are you ?

hey Jj,

i wouldn't mind being put in prison.

i'm still sad and sleepy

how are you?

tired, in a mess, confussed, lost. I dont like my house right now, it feels so cold empty and lonely.

studying too much and i need a break.

but apart from that Im ok (i guess)

are you going back to college today ?

have you slept? maybe if you took a mini-nap it might help a little?

no i'm not back til tuesday this week.

i cant sleep, i had a nap on friday (i think).

is it half term where you are ?

that sucks:(

maybe you could do something relaxing, just for a little while to give yourself a break from studying. that might help your mind focus better aswel.

kinda but we don't really get time off college, just monday and tuesday because they're bank holidays. my sister has 2 weeks off school for halloween break.

debating whether or not to just get drunk, the last vist from the p/ crisis team is at 7, so I suppose i could after that, that could be fun :-)

2 weeks for halloween ~ thats lucky, as a rule we dont usually get time off for that, its my maisys half term this week, but she only has a week i think.

so you got any plans for today ~ i hate sundays, there so boring !!!

you deserve to do something fun:)

maisy is such a cute name!!!

no, no plans.. i was sposed to be working but then i rang in sick because i wanted to go to the prison instead.

i have a feeling i''ll be sleeping a lot..

my aunt is coming over tonight i think.

and my sister is going to a sleepover now.

That sounds so funny, when you rang work, you should of said sorry wont be in today im in prison. :-)

you try and get some rest hun......

whats your aunt like, shes not like ykw is she ?

ha! yeah i should've!

my aunt has down syndrome so she can't really communicate properly. ykw gets extra extra stressed when she comes over. that's why she doesn't come over much anymore.

i like when she comes over though even though ykw usually takes it out on me!

ykw, sounds like she can be a moooooo,

if ykw gets mean to you, then I will ssend gertie and the smilies after her !!!!

its a shame your aunt dosnt visit much, can you ever get to visit her ?

ya, she can!!! thanks Jj!!! that would give her a good fright:)

she goes to a special school and it's kinda far away from us so we don't get to visit often, plus i'm nearly always either in college or working.

ykw, would deserve it, i will make sure the smilies are extra hyper, and tell getrie not to worry about being toilet trained.

that should give her a fright !!!!:-)

Thats a shame, still the holidays are coming up, maybe you can spend more time with her then.

Hope you have plenty of d/coke at home, if you can get into a hyper, it might be easier for you

ha!!!

we actually have diet coke for once!!! my sister drinks it as much as me.

i think i'm getting a cold:(

quick, drink some, before it all goes !!!

ahhhh, thats too bad......

maybe you should wrap yourself up in a blanky, that always makes me feel a little better

i'm going to drink it all!!! she's gone for the night so it's all mine:)!!!

i love my blanky...its got cupcakes all over it and it's sooooooo warm!!!!

do ye drink tea in england or is that just an irish thing?

nope, I drink tea, its not just an irish thing !!!

I prefere coffee though, irish coffe is better though :-)

My blankey, has teddies all over it (coz im a proper grown up) :-)

Ohhh, i guess at least you will be able to get in a fizzy pop hyper then (yay) :-)