Yeah, well, one of the hardest things about this site is that, in fact, I can't do anything to guarantee that you'll see tomorrow. You do have that choice.

I may not be able to convince you that anyone cares. I might give you reasons why 'finding' cares, why I care, until I was blue in the face, and you might not be able to hear me.

But it's true. We all care about you, and we would all miss you. And all I can do is tell you that, and hope.

blossom, you know you're important to me. I care a great deal about you. We are friends, you said. And your friendship is important to me.

I'm sorry malign. I can't help it. I don't see what else I can do. Do ye really care about me, please don't lie to make me feel better.

Star, I'll always be your friend. whatever happens I'll always be your friend.

Good god, child, why would I lie?

I wouldn't even know you were gone, I'd just never see you again.

Please don't make that happen. Don't make me have to console 'finding' ...

Why would finding be upset? I'm sorry if I'm making you mad.

I'm crying at my desk at work, sweety.

I'm not mad.

'Finding' would be upset because she loves you like a daughter.

Please don't cry... I'm sorry. but how do you know she loves me like a daughter?

Can't you tell by the way she takes care of you?

Yeah I'm very glad i met finding.

I've also been using her name somewhat unfairly.

It's easier than telling you I feel much the same way about you.

That's nice. I'm sorry i made you cry. Sometimes I wonder if everyone here is real.

Gah. Talking to people on here often makes me wonder if the outside world is real.

Honey, I have to head off home; it's late here. Will you be okay now?

I care deeply blossom. I understand your pain, I'm not just trying to spare your feelings. We are all each other.

Yeah, i'll probably be ok. thanks.

Try to get some sleep, okay?

Good night.

Good night.

Thanks star

I'm so sorry for your pain, Lady Bug Blossom:(. You had a whole bunch of it catch up with you at once and take you over. You need a safe place to be with you when that happens:o I agree with star: we are all each other. I agree with malign: I love you all, and I want you all to be well. There is work to be done to get there, but it is worth it. You are worth it. YOU ARE SO WORTH IT!!!!!!

Sorry, I didn't know if you were listening:p

Thanks finding. I'm sorry about last night. I didn't mean to be so horrible.

You had an awful lot of pain going on, didn't you?

I guess so. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to take it out on ye.

I know you didn't mean to hurt us. I'm sorry you were hurting so badly.

It means a lot to me to have ye as friends and I really didn't intend to be mean:( I love all of ye for sticking by me..

We love you sweetie. You have had it really hard in life. We know how tough things can be because we've been through tough stuff too.