tomorrow is saturday, I shouldn't have thought about that now. that is a long day

Maybe you could go somewhere tomorrow like shopping or to the movies to distract you?

I want to see the Julia movie. What's playing in Ireland?

what's the julia movie? hmmmm, i don't really know... i suppose harry potter is still out...and the proposal...dunno what else..

I would love to spend tomorrow out, alone, relax, but what I will do is whatever my mother wants me to do

you don't have to do what your mother wants you to do. you have a choice.

Meryl Streep plays Julia Child, the chef, and it's about her carreer and her marraige, and it's about the reporter that covered her life, if I have it right. It's about living life with love and good food. [like ice cream maybe?][and love is good, too]

oh that sounds good, i don't think that's out over here yet. harry potter is the worse film EVER!!!

my mom asked me what movie i watched the other night, i was actually being harrassed at therapy, I had no clue what movies were out so I was like I forget the name, it was some romantic comedy, i should really check the movie schedule before i say that's where I am, oops

I have to go for now, dear star and Blossom. It's nearly 10, does that help for now?

You'll have to tell me tomorrow why Harry Potter is a sucky movie!

unfortunately, I do blossom.

good night finding, thanks for your help

oh, is it only 10 there? i keep forgetting about the time difference.. ok, bye finding, have a good rest of night!! I did something really bad earlier... when everyone went to bed I kinda rearranged the kitchen and put everything in wrong places like the teapot in the windowsill and the plant on the cooker and i built a clothes line. !!!! there will be trouble in the morning!!!!!!!

that's hysterical blossom !

it will hopefully not cause too much trouble?

oh it will;) she will FLIP!!!!!!!!!!!!! she likes everything to be perfect and everything has to be in it's proper place...

well, it's still funny, but, um, good luck with that in the morning silly!

well, I guess it's already morning there. Just sleep late, that way you can miss the worst of the anger hopefully....or you could go fix it now and avoid the whole thing, but that's just me

I have work in the morning.. nah, i'm just gonna leave it...it was fun and it took me ages and i put a lot of effort into it..!!!! are you feeling any better?

I'll be fine I guess, I don't really have another choice, I'm not better, this has been building up and I can't fight it, you see, there is nothing I can do about any of this. I am downstairs, I want to go to bed, my mom stays up until a little after 11 , it hurts her feelings when I go up before her, but I might say I'm sick and just go. I can't get rid of these bad feelings and thoughts. And blosson, just so you know, I really am sorry that I invaded your blog like this, it wasn't my intention, it just happend.

How are you doing, have you been okay?

yeah, or else just say that you're tired after work and need an early night.. i know it's not easy starry:( and there's no need to apologize for writing here because i really don't mind!!!! I'm doing ok i think, just a little sleepy. I'm better than this morning anyway.

well that's good to hear. I'm sorry you have to work in the morning, I know how much you hate it. I hope people are nice and considerate.

i really don't want to go:( if i were to call in sick i would still get sick pay.....!! i wish i could call in sick.......

go for it, you can't lose if you get sick pay.

aren't you going to be tired, it's nearly 4am there, isn't it?

yeah it's just about 4.. my parents probably won't let me call in sick.. plus i hate having to ring up the manager and having to act sick..i'm really bad at acting sick!!! i really do have a headache though and the dizziness too...does that count as being sick?

sounds sick to me. I understand not wanting to call out sick, I've never done it myself. Tell your parents you're sick too, that way you can spend the day in your room and noone will bother you. Say you're contagious.