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Blossom

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today was an awful day. i went shopping with my family. never again. the whole car journey up and down was awful. you know who kept shooting dirty looks at me. she was probably complaining about me aswel. i just couldn't hear because i was listening to my i-pod. it was a bad bad day.i'm tired of her constantly nagging me. she won't leave me alone. i'm tired of having to hide in my room. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm tired of feeling the same way everyday and i'm tired of typing the same thing everyday. that frustrates me a lot. i wish i could somehow relax myself enough to let go of the bad feelings. i don't know how because nothing works for me. i don't think my mind wants anything to work for me. it wants me to stay feeling bad and i don't know why it would want this. part of me wants to do something to make me feel better though. it's as if i'm kinda split in half, and each half is fighting the other. it's stupid. maybe if i were to go to bed early that would help me not have to think. ok i'm going to bed. even though it's not early. it's late. oh well...

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Mmm, but I bet if you looked back at your teachers, the ones that are best at "controlling" the class usually don't have to do much controlling. It's also my biggest fear about the idea of teaching, but my guess is that it's something a person can learn how to do.

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ya i spose you're right, but students over here are like monsters... seriously!!! when i was in school a lot of students made life hell for some of the teachers and i don't want to be one of them..

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Not really. I get 15 days of paid vacation a year (3 work-weeks), but I get to use it when I want. I've used some of it for days when I couldn't avoid missing work, like court days. The rest I've been using here and there, to make long weekends, rather than taking a full week off. I get to spread it out more this way.

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It's a game you can buy in stores and/or play online. An MMORPG (massively multi-player online role-playing game, I believe). It's like Dungeons & Dragons (I already know what the next question will be) for the internet. Many many thousands of hours have been wasted on it world-wide. ;-)

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Hah! D&D is from the Dark Ages before there was a computer in every home. It was played on a real physical board with real people gathered in a place called "MeatSpace". The real world, in other words.

I never got into D&D; many of my fellow nerds were sucked in, never to return. My son plays a lot of mmorpg's, including WoW, I think. There are lots of others, many with more peaceful themes than WoW.

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Well, some of them returned, but they were pale and limp and pimply. Of course, that's how they were when they started ...

I meant, it ate up all their time! :-P I don't really believe that anything 'turns' people evil. I suspect that whatever evil a person finds within themselves was there the whole time. It's what they do with it that decides what happens.

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Well, age-play is another kind of role-playing. In most role-playing, you pretend to be someone else; in age-play, you pretend to be yourself at a different age.

It is conceivable that someone whose imagination tends to run away with them could get upset or hurt emotionally by either kind of role-play. But for someone with unresolved childhood issues, pretending to be a child again might or might not be helpful. It would depend a great deal on who their fellow players were, and that's something that probably could not be controlled online.

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