oops, sorry, I see you got it. I can't keep up on this cell phone.

I WAS RIGHT the second time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhhhhhhh it didn't work. [maybe my right brain has crept in and taken over my left brain too!!!!!!] I'd better stick to calculators.

goodnight ladybug Blossom. I'm sleepy too....

Hi starry!!! Good night ye all!!!!

Goooooooodnight finding, thanks for helping me feel better:)

starrrrrrrrry i feel like i'm floooooooatinggggggggg!!!!!!!!!

Why do you feel like you're floating?

finding made me sleeeeeepy.......................zzzzzzzzz

sweeeeeeeeet dreams starrrrry, i think i'm gonna sleeeeeeep now:)

Oh, well it's nearly 2:30 am dear, maybe you should go to bed.

I'm very tired too. I'm watching tv with my mom but I can't hardly keep my eyes open. Maybe I can get her to let me go to bed early.

you should go to bed too starrrrrrrrrrry if you're tired:)

I did! I just said to my mom, I am really tired, I got home late last night so I'm going to bed. She looked at the clock then looked at me funny and said good night. I'm trying to learn to do these things without feeling guilty.

Anyway, good night blossom, I really hope you feel better tomorrow !

somebody needs to take you for a walk....

thanks guys those pictures are cute.

wellllllll, this morning was bad but the rest of the day wasn't the worst. i had some happy moments. my mood keeps going up and down again. i hate when this happens. one minute i'm happy, next minute i'm sad. i suppose i'll just have to get used to it!!!!!

hey blossom, ready for another wonderful weekend?

hey starry, nooo not really!!! i'm working all weekend:( i'm working everyday til friday. that's 9 days in a row:( but i'm kinda feelin happy right now i think:)

well, that's kinda good, that you're feeling happy I mean. Take it when you can get it, right? I'm about to go home so I'm a little worried, but I feel okay right now, just thinking. And I'm reallyy tired, I went to bed early last night and overslept this morning, oops, but I'm still tired, but I can sleep in tomorrow if I want, but usually when I can sleep late I wake up early. Whatever, I just hope that the weekend isn't too horrible. Who knows.

do you have therapy tonight? i think i'm getting excited about next weekend!!!! my parents are over in my aunts so it's just me and my sister tonight. we're having a dvd night:) i hope it's a not too horrible weekend tooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, I would be excited too, if I were you!

That's nice that you and your sister have the house to yourselves, I wish my parents would go away for a while, they never go anywhere! Unless they drag me with them.

No therapy tonight, he always says, let's talk on Friday, but we never do, and that's fine. I prefer to only go once a week, it's so much easier for me.

I hate Friday nights, noone is home but me, mom, and dad. I hate that sooo much. And something feels wrong down there, they're both being too quiet, I am wondering if they had a fight before I got home or something. I have to eat dinner soon, sit at the kitchen table with just me and my parents, I hate it, it's so awkward and I'm so afraid of what they may bring up. I wonder if I can somehow get out of the house tonight. I wouldn't even know where to go, or what to do. I just want to not just sit in my room, not that I don't love being in my room, but the only reason I love it so much is because I feel safe in here. But I wish I had a life. I feel like such a loser, it is very depressing. Hmm, I didn't intend to start complaining here, it just happened, sorry! I hope you enjoy your dvd night.

oh starry. maybe you could go somewhere? you could go see a movie!!!!! you could invite your work friend to come with you? you could take your baby for ice-cream:)

well, the people at work all have lives, husbands and children and all that. I could see if I could take the baby out, I don't really know what's going on over there. But if all the kids were home I would have to take the three little ones, I can't pick favorites. Plus, I have to make sure my mom isn't expecting me to do anything with her. That's one of the things that bothers me, I can never make plans without checking first. Like last night, I was invited to go out with the girl from work, I wanted to just say yes, I would like to go, thanks for asking. But instead I said, I will have to call you when I get home and let you know. And I couldn't go. Not without upsetting my mom. I don't know, I just don't want to sit in this house all night. But you're right, maybe I'll text my cousin and see what the kids are doing. Although, my mom gets pissy when I pick up the kids. We'll see.