That is so beautiful Blossom!!!!! I was expecting something dark from your description.

Now listen, your discouragement is understandable considering what you have just been through. PLEASE don't take those feelings as the final word on you!!!!! They are just scared feelings, hurt feelings, and trauma feelings. They are there because of what you are going through.

Putting things into words to say to a class is a Lbrain task. Your L & R brains need each other. Can they be FRIENDS though?????? Not so hard on each other??

That is a gorgeous painting. Just come up with a few things about it that describe you and call it a day.... [thanks for sharing!]

hey blossom hows things ?

hope ur ok

take care

Jj

thanks finding. i still think it looks stupid:(

did you see any lord of the rings people in it?

i dunno if they can be friends.. i don't know how to make them be friends... they both want to be dead so at least they have that in common.

hey Jj,

things are crappy.

how are you?

The one thing that painting is NOT is stupid. So I know FOR SURE that is Left Brain talking. Lbrain has been trained by your family:mad:.

It is time to UNLEARN a few things......

Sweetie, do something totally different if you can. Read twilight, pet Tarquin, make some food..... you need a break!

I've got to go for now. I hope you are OK.

still feeling like yeah crap,

got court in morning and im scared , so thought i would come and join in with you guys for a bit.

what u up to ?

hey finding,

how are you ?

Jj

i dunno if i can unlearn:(

thanks finding for helping me. i think maybe i'll do a little bit more art.

what are you up to Jj? i'm sitting in my room being depressed:( i hope court goes ok for you.

hey blossom,

will some diet coke and chocolates cheer you up ?

Hi Jj ... I am messing everything up again getting ready for work!!

I'll check in with you guys later.

Take care Jj and Blossom!!!!

im laying on my bed, waiting for meds to kick in , hopefuly they will put me in a hyper coz im so sick of feeling indigo

i wish....

i need to stop drinking diet coke...it's bad for my teeth...!!!

bbbbbbyyyyyyyeeeeee

finding, have fun making a mess,

bye finding!

do you like my new avator thingy, i was gonna put eeyore there, but i guess im a little to old so i stuck with the bird thingy. what do you think ?

i wish we could both get hyper Jj.....

tomorrow night when this stupid assignment is over , i'm going to drink drink drink and go crazy. i'll drink until i can't feel anymore. i have to go to a cops robbers pirates party tomorrow night and i'm dressing up as a pirate.

i like it! it's cute! you can never be too old for eeyore!

is your art project getting on top of you hun ?

im sure it will be ok . just have a little faith in yourself, im sure the other students are probably panicing now too.

oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

did you say PARTY,

have you sorted your costume yet, i love patries.

try not to get too drunk tho hun, you dont want to feel sick again.

yeah it's stressing me:(

i havn't had a chance to sort out a costume yet but i'lll do it after college tomorrow if i get time. i don't mind feeling sick again, just as long as i can escape my feelings for a little while at least!!! i'm so tired.. did you get any sleep last night?

no , think im just too stressed about tomorrow. still havnt got my voice back yet, so im gonna be in the witness stand, standing like a plum coz i cant say anything. what a womble.

dont blame you for wanting to get drunk tomorrow , wish i could to.

you best try and get some rest hun, try not to get too stressy, take a few deep breaths and relax, coz youl be fine, your art work is brilliant, and everyone at college will think so too.

try and get some sleep hun,

catch you later ok

take care

sue

how many more days til you're out of hospital?

i'll have an extra drink for you Jj and i'll try send some drunkeness your way. i hope you're voice comes back...

i have to go to a ball this week aswel.....:eek:

hey hun you still on line then ?

my section is up for evaluation on the 28th so think i only have a week to go , then PARTY PARTY PARTY, and i plan on getting totaly wasted , which wont take much coz i havnt had a drink in 5 years.

a ball, crumbs ive never been to one, sounds realy exciting.

is your mood getting happier yet ?