god i hope my voice comes back, and soon, i have to be there in 8 hours. O.M.G,

:eek::eek::eek::eek:

that means you're nearly there Jj!!! 1 week til freedom!!

nah, i'm still the same, just a lot sleepier..

i hope you get some sleep.. you should try rest so that you can be bright eyed and bushy tailed for tomorrow!!!

chance would be a fine thing i havnt sleept in days. dont know what to wear in the morning, ive kinda got used to being in my jimmies the last few weeks.

dont even now if my clothes still fit me !!!!

that could be a tad embarrasing ......... ooooooooopppppssss

hope you get some sleep soon blossom its like 1.30 now and i do believe my little blossom has college soon.

takke care hun

sue

i'll wear my nightclothes to college tomorrow if you wear yours to court!!!

i hope we both get to sleep soon!!!

i'm still working on my art...

college in 8 hours:(

god that would be well funny if i did, not sure the judge would aproove, ..... hey hum.

you poor thing, you must be well tired , you have been working on your atr for days now.

are you looking forward to the ball ?

;):eek:

i'm not sure if i'll go....i dunno if i have anything to wear yet..i'll probably stay home and sleep instead.

my bed looks so comfortable right now.......

i'm nearly finished my art, i'm just finishing my backup work and then i'm done THANK GOD!!! i just don't think it''s good enough... mine will look so stupid beside everyone else's tomorrow.. it looks like i've made no effort but i have.

hey bllossom,

dont panic, your going to be fine, your art work is brill, everyone will see that you have been putting tons of effort into your project. calm down. walk away from your art, relax and leave it alone now. the last thing you want to do is ruin it, by over working it. your art is perfect ,ok.

try and get some rest hun, everything will work out.

its chill time for you now blossom, so set your alarm , turn off your computer and lay down and get some sleep, or at least try.

please take care

sue

well, noone bothered to look at my project after all.. only 3 people got asked to present theirs and that was it...

all that worrying for nothing.....

Worrying is usually for nothing, baby. It certainly doesn't help you to get things done, nor would it have helped you if you did have to present yours. Panicking is the same. Left brains don't always know what the right thing is to do. You may have to teach yours to stay calm so that it can get the job done.

it's hard to be calm!!!!

one girl in my class brought in a pig's head for her project

:mad:

finding taught me contour drawing!!!!!!!!!!!

What did the girl mean, that she's pig-headed? :-)

Or just lazy? [um, where did she leave the rest of the porker?]

Yes, it can be hard to be calm, but only if you're already upset. It can also be much easier to be calm. You don't waste so much energy that way.

I know! :-) Did you like it? I thought it was odd, but it did make me more right-brained for a while ... I think I need to work on it; ol' Lefty still doesn't trust Righty that much.

she said that it represented gluttony.

i think that finding's a brain genius!!!

yeah i did like it, it made me lose track of time..

my left brain doesn't trust my right brain either..

Maybe we both need to work on that ... We need both halves.

Especially if your Lefty panics when it gets an art assignment, but it's Righty that needs to do the work.

'Finding' certainly has her genius moments, that's true. :-)

I would've thought it represented waste. Gluttony would be a Big Mac ...

the poor pig..

sometimes it feel like i don't have a right brain.

i'm going to a pirate party tonight!!!!!!!

would you like to go to art college malign?

I assume the rest of the piggy got used for ham, sweety. I'm pretty sure she didn't go out to a pen with a kitchen knife ...

No right brain? :-) Who do you think plays with letters or finds us internet pictures or ... draws pictures?

Arrrrr! :-) Parrrrrrrrrtay! Just remember to set yourself some limits, okay? I don't want to have to hold your hair while you ... (do you guys say 'chunder'? I know the Aussies do.)

Um, even if I wanted to, sweety, they probably wouldn't let me in. :-) My kind of creative really isn't that artistic. I have a good imagination, but little talent. ;-)

it's tongue was still sticking out...

i'll try not to drink so fast tonight.. sometimes i drink too quickly...(no i don't think we say chunder..) i'm so sleepy.

i bet finding could train you so that you could get in!!!

Well, we have different ambitions, too, sweety. I'd like to use my experiences to help people; I can imagine myself training to be a counselor. But I think art, for me, will probably just stay a hobby. I could take classes, but it wouldn't be worth it for me to go to art college full-time.

Not just not drink so fast, sweety. I bet you could make do with a bit less, as well. You don't need to be drunk, just relaxed. I hope you have a good time, though, either way.

i think you'd be a really good counselor!!!

i won't drink as much as the last time.

I'd try!!! ! :-)

Just try to have a good time. No letting that depression voice in. You're a nice, interesting girl with ginger hair. Anyone who doesn't like you just doesn't know you the way we do.

how can i stop it from getting in?

it so funny that ye guys know everything about me and we've never even met before!!!

When does the depression start to whisper to you?

I bet it's when you start to feel bad about yourself, when you start to hear YKW's voice ...

You are going to have to decide, eventually, whether you believe what she tells you, or not. It isn't easy; we tend to listen to our parents, even when we know they're not telling us the truth. But once you believe in yourself, instead ...

You'll get there, baby.

it starts to whisper to me just as the alcohol starts to wear off. i try not to believe what she tells me but it's hard when she keeps saying the same stuff over and over and i can't escape it.

No matter how many times I might repeat bullshit (sorry), that doesn't make it true.

I'm sorry you're trapped with that, sweety.

i've tried disagreeing with her but that makes her say worse things about me. it's not easy to ignore her when she's right outside my bedroom door. at least i only have to go back at the weekends now.

Yeah, you probably can't fight her head-on; she's your mother, and she thinks she's right.

Situations like this are why I have stereo headphones. ;-)

You need to come talk to us when you start believing her, sweety. That's why we're here.