Sweety ... :-)

I know it's everything, but everything has parts.

Could you list just a few of them for me?

Otherwise, I can't talk about it with you.

i don't know exactly what happened. my moods just change on their own sometimes. i'm sorry:(

You don't have to be sorry. You explained what you meant, which was really, that you don't know what happened. That's okay, at the moment.

Do you think you could try to work through the sequence of events? I bet at some point in the sequence, you started telling yourself YKW-type things, and that would make anyone sad.

i have bad memory:(

yeah i probably did.

and i couldn't stop crying.

I know; it's hard for me to catch myself telling myself mean things. But it does happen, and I always feel worse. When I do catch myself, I try to take a deep breath and stop thinking completely for a few seconds. Look at a sunny picture or whatever. And when I go back, I realize that I don't really think mean things about myself, it's just an old habit.

I'm sorry it hurt so much, sweety.

thanks marky.

sometimes i catch myself telling myself mean things too.

i'm happy again i think:)

Hey Blossom

Im in a hhhhhhyyyyyyperrrrrrrrr

what ya up to ?

Hey Jj!!!!!!

ha!

i'm trying to make a shoe out of wire!!!

Wire you doing that? :-)

yay !!!

that sounds fun, can i borrow some of your wire ?

i may be able to escape this place and well just have some fun !!!

it's kinda fun. ya can have as much wire as ya need!!!! i have lots and lots!! it's really hard though.. i keep getting stabbed by the wire...

Can you get a cheap pair of leather gardening gloves?

Thick gloves are what electricians use to handle wire; it can cut you up pretty badly without them.

i already have gloves but it's too hard to work with them on so i'm not using them!!!

Small needle-nosed pliers, then?

I used to be able to tie little knots in string with two sets of tiny pliers, but don't ask me why. :-)

i'm no good at using pliers..

was that your party trick?

Hah, it's not as effective if you can't do it with your tongue, no. :-P

I was building a model of a sailing ship, and I had to tie all the rigging by hand. It's easy at first, but once you have it halfway done, there's no way to get a finger in.

Hey blossom,

Hows the shoe coming along ?

malign,

whats your party trick ?

Not going. :-))

I hate parties.

awww...cool!!! i bet i won't be able to get a finger in once i have the first half done either...yikes...i never thought of that!!!

the shoe kinda looks like a shoe...kinda!! i still have lots left to do.

where are you not going?

Answering JJ: "Not going" is my party trick. :-)

oh! that's clever

I want a baby giraffe, have you guys seen the news, theres this baby on it and its like 2 weeks old and 6ft,

someone get me one please

Mark thats sneaky, i thought you had a proper party trick