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friends suck


Blossom

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i hate when someone says they're your friend when really they don't want you as a friend. i don't feel like any of my "friends" really want me around. i feel invisible when i'm with them. maybe i should change my name back to invisible. the only true friends i have are you guys on this site i think.. at least ye are interested in listening to me. it sucks when someone you thought was a friend turns out to not be your friend. even my cousin doesn't seem to want me around and i would've considered her to be one of my best friends but obviously i was wrong. i camped with her at the festival and she had absolutely no interest in listening to me. it was as if i was in the way. i was trying to have fun but she mostly ignored me. i thought she was just having a bad day at first but then we bumped into some of her other friends and she had no problem talking to them. she wouldn't even walk beside me, she always walked ahead of me with her back to me. i ended up crying and feeling like killing myself, not that she noticed, so i figured if i left her to hang out with her friends at least i wouldn't spoil her weekend. i went off on my own and made some new friends, mostly pervy druggie old men, but at least they didn't mind me hanging out with them and they listened to me. then eventuallly i met up with my cousin again and she continued to ignore me. i dunno. what's wrong with me that noone wants to be around me?

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Very emotional, like some days are, on here. ;-)

Too, it's my mother's birthday; the first one since her death.

I'm having a bit of trouble getting things done. Not totally out of it, or weepy, just a little fractured.

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Heh. Global warming? ;-)

It's okay, little one. I did get to say goodbye to her. It's just that there's a bit more grieving to do, that's all. Thank you for reaching out. [That's also the exact way in which you're a hero, in case you're still wondering.]

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[well, that means you're a hero too because you always help me, waaaaay more than i help you;)]

i bet she's watching over you right now and i bet she's real proud that you're her son because you're awesome!!

[sorry i'm not good at wording things..]

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Heh. I have been accused of withholding, not using my wand enough ... :-)

No, it's more like being a cop in a small town. Every once in a while someone comes along and does something stupid. You just grab him and make him move along, and life gets quiet again.

Which is good, because it gives me more time to be godfatherly. :-)

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Just the Chinese kind of handcuffs: a woven tube that you stick one finger from each hand into. :-)

The tough thing is getting spammers to stick their fingers in ...

I hear that it's much harder to detect corporals ...

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Well, for one thing, that way, I already know how they feel. ;-) Another is that helping other people actually makes you feel better (that's how heroes get paid.)

We all have more power than we realize. But it is good practice; I don't turn inward as much when I get sad, any more. Hiding doesn't actually help. I just grew up thinking it would.

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You'd just spoil my dinner, even though it's tempting. ;-)

[i get to have some after dinner, though. If I eat my veggies.]

Sweety, you need to eat. Please try to find a way. Even if you can't, for today, try to make a plan so you can eat tomorrow. We don't want to lose you.

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