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friends suck


Blossom

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i hate when someone says they're your friend when really they don't want you as a friend. i don't feel like any of my "friends" really want me around. i feel invisible when i'm with them. maybe i should change my name back to invisible. the only true friends i have are you guys on this site i think.. at least ye are interested in listening to me. it sucks when someone you thought was a friend turns out to not be your friend. even my cousin doesn't seem to want me around and i would've considered her to be one of my best friends but obviously i was wrong. i camped with her at the festival and she had absolutely no interest in listening to me. it was as if i was in the way. i was trying to have fun but she mostly ignored me. i thought she was just having a bad day at first but then we bumped into some of her other friends and she had no problem talking to them. she wouldn't even walk beside me, she always walked ahead of me with her back to me. i ended up crying and feeling like killing myself, not that she noticed, so i figured if i left her to hang out with her friends at least i wouldn't spoil her weekend. i went off on my own and made some new friends, mostly pervy druggie old men, but at least they didn't mind me hanging out with them and they listened to me. then eventuallly i met up with my cousin again and she continued to ignore me. i dunno. what's wrong with me that noone wants to be around me?

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Nah, her face was set like that before I even thought of the camera. :-) Now, my wife's daughter hates photos, but the instant you point a camera at her, she breaks into a radiant model's smile. Her son just hides. :-)

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My wife's daughter is 28 now; she was grown when we met. She lived with us off and on, but only a few months at a time.

What you need is the opposite of red-eye removal software. You might as well add them in if people assume you have them, to start with. :-)

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it's so early and you know who is already annoying me. she decided to wake me up a few minutes ago by shouting at me outside my door. and now she's doing it again. i wish i could not care but i do care. she always makes me feel bad. i wish i could disappear right now. why won't she just leave me alone? i hate being me and i hate having to live in this stupid house with these stupid people. how can everything be my fault? i have nowhere to go. i can't even go to my bedroom for peace anymore without her attacking me over nothing. everytime she shouts at me or says anything mean to me it hurts. it feels like my heart hurts. there's nothing i can do:(:D:( i can't face another day of this.

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huh:( i feel so exhausted right now:( i wish everyone would mind their business and let me get on with my life.. i'm so tired. ykw woke me up early this morning shouting at me outside my door. i think i wrote that already. whoops. sorry didn't mean to repeat myself. i really just want to sleep right now but i know if i do that then she'll be outside my door again shouting about how lazy i am. so i can't go to sleep. it's sunny here today! maybe i can go outside and sleep in the greenhouse.. hmmmmm. sleep:confused:???! ha i'm so sleepy. i think i'm falling asleep now even though i'm not sposed to be!!! i went to town for a few hours earlier. it was nice to get away from ykw for a while. but the car journey was torture..:D zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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Heh, I'm glad you guys spell-checked my abbreviation ... Or maybe it was a Freudian slip, and I really meant You-No-Who ... Yeah, that's it. ;-)

Is there anything you can do to keep away from here and occupied, so she can't say you're lazy? That way, we won't be talking to you at midnight after you've napped. :-)

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Heh, I meant "keep away from her" ... You don't have to keep away from here.

But running around and playing in the sun can be comfy, too. Your bed will still be there when you get back in. Plus, who knows, you might meet a ladybug or a turtle; you won't know unless you try.

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ha a turtle in my garden..?!! maybe a ladybird but probably not a turtle!!! i think i'm gonna go visit my neighbour later. we used to be best friends in school but we never see each other anymore. my bed might not be here when i get back... they're trying to get rid of it.....

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it would be kinda random to find a turtle in your garden when ya live in ireland:) but you're right...i guess there's a first time for everything!!!!

i dunno:( ya see my bed is a bunk bed. i got it when i was younger and i'm kinda attached to it...[i always sleep on the top bunk in case any robbers break in, that way i can kinda jump on top of them and attack them when they come to my room.] but they don't like it so they keep saying they're gonna get rid of it sometime when i'm not at home.. probably when i go to college. i wouldn't be surprised if they turned my room into a gym or something!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Well, even a little box turtle? I don't mean a Galapagos tortoise ...

Hmm, all you need is a new burglar strategy ... Maybe you could get a big doggie, and he could sleep with you. Or take pepper spray to bed with you. Or untuck the covers at the bottom, so you could sneak out that way. Or just whisper "No valuables here; maybe you could try my parents' room." Or you could hit them with the barbells in your new gym. Or ... [You know I could keep doing this for quite a while.]

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yeah they're good ideas!!! but i kinda like the idea of jumpin out of nowhere and scaring the crap outta them:) i'll actually kill them if they get rid of my bed...

what's a galapagos tortoise..?

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hello! :D

yeah but if i get some handcuffs and a rope to tie them up with i'll be sorted. i can call the police then and they can clean up the burglar crap off my floor!!! i think that's a good plan! then i'll be a hero.

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You lost me at the step between them losing their waste and them letting you tie them up ...

I'm not sure policemen have the right tools for floor-cleaning.

But you already are a hero, sweety. And I bet you'd still scare them pretty badly if you screamed at normal bed-level.

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ha! how am i already a hero?!! you're funny:D!!!

i don't think screaming would shock them..they'd expect that. i think they'd be more shocked if i were to start laughing and chatting to them!!!:D

i think i'm gonna go to my friend's house now, see ya laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaater malignnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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