Cece.dedesl Posted September 9, 2012 Report Share Posted September 9, 2012 No, not yet. It really isn't unusual to go a few hours without a text. I'm just anxious to hear from him. I may bite the bullet and text him. I'm sure he's anxious too. I'm glad you heard from your girl. It's reassuring, isn't it? Jessie 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 9, 2012 Report Share Posted September 9, 2012 I sent him a goofy text and we've been going back and forth with some idle and funny chit chat. All is good at the moment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jessie Posted September 10, 2012 Report Share Posted September 10, 2012 I have just been having biblical relations for the past 2 hours.I just had to post here- she's in the bath having a soak.Im a bit drunk, but I could still 'perform' and we both, I hope, have had a great time.Fuck that- Im so happy I could scream!I feel europhic- jeez Im human! Will tell more later or tuesday. love to you all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 11, 2012 Report Share Posted September 11, 2012 So happy for you, Jessie. Best of luck to both of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 11, 2012 Report Share Posted September 11, 2012 Congrats Jessie!!!!! I can't wait hear more!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 13, 2012 Report Share Posted September 13, 2012 I think we are moving forward, finally He moved some more things over here and has been spending night! Even enjoyed some biblical relations myself tonight!!! We've been talking a lot. Therapy seems more accepted now but i still have to get him to an appointment. We'll see... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gone Posted September 13, 2012 Report Share Posted September 13, 2012 I think we are moving forward, finally He moved some more things over here and has been spending night! Even enjoyed some biblical relations myself tonight!!!We've been talking a lot. Therapy seems more accepted now but i still have to get him to an appointment. We'll see...I hope the therapy goes well for you.I don't know if you are the type of lady that shares the details of your personal life with your friends, but if you go to therapy the details and feelings that come out might be best left to you, your fellow and the therapist. This is yours (and his) buisness, not a large group of close friends.John Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 14, 2012 Report Share Posted September 14, 2012 I never discuss relationship issues with friends or my family. Friends and family in my experience can't be objective or approach things from neutral point of view simply because they love you. When all this started, I desperately needed to talk. I came to this anonymous site and a therapist. I never discussed it with anyone I knew. I hope over time and with the help of a therapist we can get to a place where we are both comfortable with the issues in our relationship. I have no doubt it will be a bumpy ride. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 14, 2012 Report Share Posted September 14, 2012 I'm happy things are moving in a positive direction, Cece. I hope therapy is helpful. Best of luck to both of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 14, 2012 Report Share Posted September 14, 2012 Thanks Irma... We are "trying", can't go anywhere in life without hard work and effort. Through all of this, I've gotten my hopes up a few times and have been disappointed. I have a lot more reservations now. One day at a time, right?He back slid a bit tonight. He's in a self loathing mood. "I can't do anything right.", "I don't know why you would want to be with me.", "I don't understand why you're satisfied with me in bed, I don't do anything spectacular." As usual, I reassured him.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 15, 2012 Report Share Posted September 15, 2012 Jessie, LE.... Are you guys okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lifeless existence Posted September 15, 2012 Report Share Posted September 15, 2012 I've been avoiding the forum. It's hard to read about things getting better for others when nothing ever changes for you. Plus I had an especially shitty message sent to me and it got me really down and made me want to stay away even more. But thank you for asking. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 15, 2012 Report Share Posted September 15, 2012 Did you report this to one of us? I did not hear anything about it. I'm sorry that happened. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 15, 2012 Report Share Posted September 15, 2012 I'm glad you're okay LE. It's kind of depressing that here of all places someone would be sending nasty messages. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lifeless existence Posted September 15, 2012 Report Share Posted September 15, 2012 Did you report this to one of us? I did not hear anything about it. I'm sorry that happened.It was nothing that warranted reporting. It wasn't "nasty" per se, just one of those complicated things and it came at a really low point and stung pretty bad. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 I'm sorry you were hurt, LE.How are you feeling today? Would getting outside and taking a walk help? I find that nature can be very replenishing and healing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lifeless existence Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 I'm hanging in there today. I'm a big fan of my local college team and I enjoyed watching the game with my dad. My team won today so at least I don't have a loss to be bummed about on top of everything else. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 That sounds like fun. I like sports too, but my baseball team is a real mess this year. I think they need to start from scratch. I had many happy times with my family watching sports. I enjoy the feelings of togetherness in rooting for the same team. It's great your team won. I hope today goes okay for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lifeless existence Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Today is definitely not going okay. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 Sorry LE, it must be going around. Today has been trying for me as well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 16, 2012 Report Share Posted September 16, 2012 I'm sorry you both are having a difficult day. Would it help to talk more about it? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted September 17, 2012 Report Share Posted September 17, 2012 Naw... I'm just in that one step forward, 1-2 steps backwards stage of problem solving. If I posted here every time this happens I would drive you guys nuts or i would look nuts for dealing with it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lifeless existence Posted September 17, 2012 Report Share Posted September 17, 2012 I don't think either of those things will happen, Cece. If posting about it here gives you some relief, then do it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thouroghlyunhappy Posted September 17, 2012 Report Share Posted September 17, 2012 Yeah, I'm in one of those "I wanna die" moods, myself. Reality is this: Either accept my s****y lot in life, or check out. There's no other way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cece.dedesl Posted October 10, 2012 Report Share Posted October 10, 2012 Time for an update. I'm sure some of you who have corresponded with me before can tell by my recent posts I'm frustrated. I'm running on fumes. It is impossible to create security with someone who is insecure. We have been going to therapy but he says all the "right" things in therapy but when we get home he voices his true feelings. I suppose I should be grateful he's being open with me but I'm frustrated he won't be honest with our therapist. To be honest, I'm really starting to feel he's playing me. Like he's a child who found a way to get extra attention from his mother. Sounds harsh, I know. Before all this stuff came out in the open, he had obvious self esteem issues, body issues, ect... But we had a great mutual give and take relationship. Now, it's all about him and his damn penis. Becoming a nun, celibate, maybe even a lesbian is sounding really, really good right now. I am truly starting starting to hate penises and the men they are attached to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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